Just wanted to write something really. Not exactly sure on what can be said. I'm having a bit of a crisis so...maybe just writing it out will help?
Apparently the call center I work at(I actually take like IM Chats for a well known cell company)) is letting go of my campaign. That wouldn't be so bad if it didn't mean I'm screwed. It took me a long time to work up the courage to get this job and I finally got my feet under me. A job, an apartment, a cat and even people at work, (including a really cute and sweet guy) that seem to enjoy my company! Now I'm going to lose it all! I haven't cried about it much but now as the deadline draws nearer I'm honestly scared. So scared that I'll be forced to go back to where I was. To live with my parents or grandmother and watch my mental health deteriorate again that I'm crying now. I sound stupid and immature and selfish. Other people have it worse and I know that but dammit I want to be selfish for once and just scream and yell and fucking cry because I'm scared! I mean the other day our paychecks were delayed until Monday and with no money in the bank I started crying in front of my family. Maybe that wasn't the only reason I was crying but still... I don't know, as of late I've been really struggling I guess and with all of my vent art I guess you can tell.
Oh well...guess I'm done....see ya.
Random rant is over.